| Wow, 'kay, so when's the last time I posted on here? Either way, Chem hw is shitt, considering that she didn't teach us HOW TO DO ANY OF IT (it's the ch 9/10 mock test, for future reference). Besides the fact that #5 is just flat out wrong -- it shouldn't be kJ, it should be cal, so wtfq are those answers? Stupid teacher.
The problem is: her "teaching" method is GREAT for the SHORT TERM MEMORY, and as soon as you get into remembering wtfh happened in previous chapters, I just sit there and scratch my head. So, she's a crappy teacher, and if I wasn't freaking out about the rest of my tests and life, I'd actually bother to review, since apparently my bio SAT II score is crap, according/comparing to everyone else who took it. So therefore I need to so well on the Chem one, if I take it. Plus my PSAT score was like in the high B percentile, which is also fucking CRAP, 'cuz the first three people I talked to got like 94/5+ percentiles. Yes, I know I'm not as smart as you people, but my ego/performance has like plummeted this year, and it's far from stress-less.
Plus, I'm going to have a mental breakdown at any minute because of all the stress of this week, PLUS midterms. I have...tests like every day of the week, plus a speech, plus a paper to go with the speech, plus I apparently can't write a decent fucking (-- yeh, I'm into cursing right now) essay in APUSH. However, I manage to do awesomely in English. (Which I think is my only mildly decent class this year). I mean...I go from loving to hating Mr. Breyer & his class....(usually more hate, though) 'cuz once I take a test my happy, I-ACTUALLY-KNOW-WHAT-THE-HELL-WE'RE-DOING-IN-CLASS-AND-I-STUDIED-HARD feeling dissapates, and I'm left hating APUSH again with a WTFH-I-ACTUALLY-STUDIED-FOR-THIS-TEST-AND-I-DON'T-KNOW-HALF-THESE-ANSWERS feeling. No matter how much I study APUSH, I can't manage an effing A. EVER, DAMMIT. And it doesn't help that my sister did WONDERFULLY in that class. Plus she's home right now, so I get constant reminders of it.
Same with math, but math's a load of hoey, so no one cares. Only the more annoying thing in math is I can do it all on the homework, get to the test and get all messed up so I end up with Bs. And since she's too stupid to try to help people out by checking hws and stuff, I get like Bs. I just don't like math..............unless I can do it on the test.
Yeah, well back to chem, since I gave up when I threw it against the wall...so, wish me luck, and if you don't see me in school soon, you'll know why. (B/c Hoheb's an ass, right? right.) Isn't life FUCKING awesome. Oh, and btw, my sister's greasy-haired boyfriend is coming to stay with us for like a week, starting friday. I HATE MY FUCKING SHITTY LIFE. I don't even have time to 'unwind', since my mom had surgery on her arm, so I'm at her every beckon and call, plus all these tests, plus my sister's stupid boyfriend, PLUS, I can't write my story. Dammit, I hate life.
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